#127 Famous Chinese singer passed away with smiling depression 微笑抑郁症

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最近，一位非常有名的歌星去世了。她叫李玟，她是美国华人，唱了很多有名的歌，是很多人心中的“唱歌天后”。李玟最喜欢笑，她的笑也很美丽。人们都认为，她很快乐，也很坚强，但是没有人想到，她会因为抑郁症自杀。

1993年，李玟赢了歌唱比赛，成为了歌手。她不但唱歌唱得好听，跳舞也跳得很好，她还经常笑，所以成为了很多人的偶像。李玟是一个很努力的人。她的左脚天生就不好，经常会痛，但是她仍然每天都练习跳舞。她说她是一个女战士，人们也觉得她很坚强，永远都不会输。但是，这样坚强的女战士，却输给了抑郁症。人们知道她去世以后，都特别吃惊。因为她总是很乐观，也经常笑，人们不能想象她有抑郁症。

其实，一些得了抑郁症的人，也总是笑。虽然他们看起来很快乐，但他们不是真正的快乐。他们的内心可能常常觉得沮丧，孤独，和无助，但是别人很难发现。如果一个人有微笑抑郁症，他可能会有这些症状：常常觉得很累，因为虽然他不开心，但是要假装很开心；常常觉得焦虑和紧张；有时候只想自己一个人，不想和别人说话，也不想交朋友，因为再也不想假装开心了；常常感到内疚，觉得自己不好，等等。

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Recently, a very famous singer passed away. Her name was Wei Li, and she was a Chinese-American singer who sang many famous songs. She was considered the "Queen of Singing" in the hearts of many people. Wei Li loved to smile, and her smile was beautiful. People thought she was happy and strong, but no one could have imagined that she would take her own life due to depression.

In 1993, Wei Li won a singing competition and became a singer. She not only had a beautiful singing voice but was also a great dancer. She often smiled, which made her an idol for many people. Wei Li was a very hardworking person. Her left foot was naturally not good and often caused her pain, but she still practised dancing every day. She called herself a female warrior, and people thought she was strong and would never give up. However, this strong female warrior was lost to depression. People were shocked when they learned of her passing. Because she always seemed optimistic and often smiled, people couldn't imagine that she had depression.

In fact, some people with depression always smile too. Although they may appear happy, they are not truly happy. They often feel sad, lonely, and helpless inside, but it's hard for others to notice. If a person has smiling depression, they may experience symptoms such as constant fatigue because they have to pretend to be happy even when they're not, frequent anxiety and nervousness, and sometimes wanting to be alone and not wanting to talk to or make friends with others because they don't want to pretend to be happy anymore, feeling guilty and thinking they are not good enough, and so on.

Depression is like a black dog that can attack anyone; anyone can have depression. If you are suffering greatly because of depression, please seek help. Because you are precious, and you deserve a good life.