#105 Lost for 106 days and found dead when he was only 15

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最近，在中国有一个特别让人难过的新闻。一个15岁的中学生失踪了106天，他叫胡鑫宇。后来，他的尸体被发现了。胡鑫宇上吊自杀了。人们都觉得很震惊。他到底经历了什么，才会让本来应该充满希望的中学生自杀呢？今天，我们一起来聊一聊胡鑫宇的故事，也来聊聊青少年的压力。

胡鑫宇是中国江西省一个学校的高中生，只有十五岁。这个学校是一个寄宿学校，所有的学生都住在学校里，晚上也要去教室学习。2022年10月14日下午，本应该去教室学习的胡鑫宇不见了。他的老师，同学和校长找了学校的每一个地方，都没找到他。他的一些同学说，他们在五点多的时候看见胡鑫宇一个人在宿舍的阳台站了两分钟。学校的闭路电视拍到胡鑫宇离开了宿舍楼，后来就再也没有拍到他，也再没有人见到他了。

这个十五岁的学生失踪了。他什么都没带，只带了一只录音笔。在这之后的106天里，他的家人，警察和学校找了很多地方都没有找到他。2023年1月28日，一个当地的居民进了深山里砍竹子，看到了胡鑫宇的尸体。他的尸体被他的鞋带吊着，他也穿着学校的校服。三个多月后，胡鑫宇终于被找到了。经过法医的检查，他是自杀的。他身上的录音笔也有很多录音。在他失踪以前的一个夜晚，他对录音笔说：“已经没有意义了，快零点了，干脆再等一下，直接去死吧，可以的，因为我今天已经有点不清楚了，现在我好想去死，感觉已经没有意义了。”他说这些话的时候，一定很绝望吧。

根据调查，在中国，每年都有大约10万个青少年自杀。有一些是因为学习压力太大，有一些是因为和家庭的关系不好。胡鑫宇也一样。他在自杀以前，他一直觉得压力很大，他也没有朋友，很孤独。他的父母因为工作很忙，没有特别多的时间和他沟通。在中国，很多学生都要参加高考。只要高考有了一个好的成绩，学生们才可以去一个好的大学，以后才能找到一个好的工作。但是，有一些学生也不知道这样做的意义是什么，慢慢地走向了抑郁症，甚至有一些学生自杀。

其实，胡鑫宇本来可以活着，他的悲剧本来也可以不发生。希望这一次的悲剧以后，人们可以关注青少年的心理健康。这些孩子，本来可以有更美好的未来。

Hello everyone! Welcome back to MaoMi Chinese!

Recently, there was really sad news in China. A 15-year-old student has been missing for 106 days. His name is Hu Xinyu. Later, his body was found. Hu Xinyu hanged himself. People are shocked. What exactly did he go through and why did such a middle school student who was supposed to be full of hope commit suicide? Today, let's talk about Hu Xinyu's story and the pressure on teenagers.

Hu Xinyu is a high school student in a school in Jiangxi Province, China. He was only fifteen years old. The school is a boarding school, and all the students live in the school and go to the classroom to study at night. On the afternoon of October 14, 2022, Hu Xinyu, who was supposed to go to the classroom to study, disappeared. His teachers, classmates and the principal searched everywhere in the school, but they couldn't find him. Some of his classmates said that they saw Hu Xinyu standing alone on the balcony of the dormitory for two minutes after five o'clock. The school's closed-circuit television captured Hu Xinyu leaving the dormitory building, but he was never recorded again, and no one saw him again.

The fifteen-year-old student disappeared. He didn't bring anything, only a recorder. In the following 106 days, his family, police and school searched many places but failed to find him. On January 28, 2023, a local resident went into the mountains to cut bamboo and saw Hu Xinyu's body. His body was hanging by his shoelaces, and he was also wearing his school uniform. After more than three months, Hu Xinyu was finally found. After a forensic examination, he committed suicide. The voice recorder on his body also has many recordings. One night before he disappeared, he said to the recorder: "It doesn't make sense anymore, it's almost 12AM, just wait a little longer and go to death. I can do it. I was a little lost today, and now I really want to die. This life is pointless." When he said these words, he must have been so desperate.

According to a survey, in China, about 100,000 teenagers commit suicide every year. Some are due to too much pressure from studying, and some are due to a bad relationship with family. The same goes for Hu Xinyu. Before he committed suicide, he felt a lot of pressure. He had no friends, and he was lonely. Because his parents were very busy with work, they did not have much time to communicate with him. In China, many students have to take the college entrance examination. Only with a good score in the college entrance examination can students go to a good university and find a good job in the future. However, some students didn't know the meaning of this, and they gradually went into depression, and some students even committed suicide.

In fact, Hu Xinyu could have been alive, and his tragedy could have never happened. I hope that after this tragedy, people can pay attention to the mental health of young people. These children could have a better future.